Tribute Videos

So, I decided today to take on a project that I felt needed to be done. I’m really getting into YouTube. And I see the option to create a slideshow and I’ve wanted to do one of the cats but was trying to find the right music. Unfortunately, I’m limited to what YouTube has in their library. And for some reason, it wouldn’t let me repeat the song as it should have been able to. I chose an acoustic country song called lullaby. Since it was short and I decided it was going to be a tribute video to the boys, I split it up into 4 videos, one for each. I can’t watch without crying. I didn’t get too far into Kazi’s without the tears building up. I miss my boys so much and I feel like I let them down. I NEVER thought I’d find myself in a position where I’d have to give any of the 5 cats up. But with Sharon’s death being so sudden and me being stuck where I am in life and not moving forward, I probably wouldn’t have gotten my boys back. I’m just lucky that Cherie & Jim took them in when Dave’s deadline came along and fostered them temporarily for Maine Coon Rescue (MCR). Of course, that was an absolute disaster with me getting stabbed in the back saying euthanize your (healthy) cats and while you’re at it, can you please fire the foster mom they were supposed to go to. Luckily, Kirsten was online and saw my post and reached The Oregon Cat Project (TOCP). They took my cats as they were (only missing their FeLV vaccine since they’re indoor only cats) and again to the rescue were Cherie & Jim. I hate not knowing where they are, if they’re alive and ok. Kazi would be 14, Kahlua would be 12 in July, Kegan would be 14 in June & Pepper would be 10. Oh – how time passes. I like to believe that Sharon is looking over them and will bring them into her loving arms when the time comes.